I miss........

I have made many new friends since moving to Washougal and I love and adore every single one of them! They bring me such joy and I feel so blessed to have them in my life! For some reason though, I find myself often missing people of my past. I am not a perfect friend, and I make MANY mistakes often. It is why I have lost so many friends during this past year. Oddly enough, I care. Among me being a bad friend, they also have done and said horrible things. I should not care so much about freindships that have hurt both sides so much, but I do. I still wonder how they are. I still think about what directions their lives are taking them. I still hope for them to find happiness and success in everything. So to all my friends of the past, know that I still care and always will. To my current friends and friends of the future please be patient with my failings, love me inspite of my imperfections, and teach me how to be better. Do not give up on me. Help me to to be there for you. Talk to me. Listen to me. Most of all don't give up on me I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!